People keep on asking, “Why is a beautiful girl like you single?” Well most of them just want to get in my pants so they don’t count.
The truth is, I have imagined every version of you I can dream up. As an advocate, its only natural I picture you thriving in my field- or in another, whether as an Architect, Pilot, Doctor, or Engineer. Or better yet a wealthy man from a family with powerful international or political ties.
I’ve also been praying for my healing, I don’t want to carry any toxic tendencies rooted in my old traumas and self- reliance into what we’ll have . I am ready for you, but somehow, you remain out of my grasp, and that annoys me a little.
After building a checklist around your education, your empathy and intimacy, and your accountability- and mapping out how to become the best version of myself for you, I chose to let go of the imaginary you
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